And here we are at the end of another week, and I’m tired. So fucking tired. Between not sleeping super well and the state of the world in general, it’s just not been good for a while, and I’m underwater in all kinds of ways.
I’m tired of being told to shut up and vote — as if I don’t do that and more already.
I’m tired of criminals getting away with it.
I’m tired of struggling for basics on a fixed income.
I’m tired of Christian religious fanatics trying to take away my rights with government approval, or at least indifference.
I’m nervous about school and it doesn’t start for a month and a half.
I’m tired of being alone, and only having a small group of reliable friends, none of which live anywhere near me.
And I’m tired of just plain not sleeping well. To bed late and up early too often, multiple naps in a day and still tired — and yes, I’ve had my BIPAP checked and it’s fine, I’m just not sleeping like I should be.
I’m tired of buying cheap “food” that isn’t nutritious because I can’t afford real food. If it weren’t for the produce box I get every month from my health insurance, I wouldn’t have fresh veg beyond the occasional onion or potato.
So yeah. I’m pooped. What about you?